Rehearsal!

We may not have the best rehersal space but our shows are just as good as anyother theater! I love it here: )

So i went to visit him....

...and he looked so good but i was only there to talk. We had so much time to talk but we didnt really ptlalk about anything important. So when i left he told me we still have to talk. I was like wtf.

But the way he used to look at me used to make my heart smile so much. Now he just looks at me like I'm any other friend. I'm not the one he wants anymore. At least that's what it seems.

Lettin out.

Eventhough life can be filled with plenty of joy and happines, it also brings a lot of hurt and let downs. Rather it be in your love life, family, or small things.

You try to keep your head up as much as you can and think about whats good but it doesnt always help. Sometimes all you can do is cry.

Arena People

I just love them.

Im so Happy.

Okay with this brake up, it seems to be a little different because we are friends. That really makes me happy but sometimes I start to have my moments when i just really want to tell him how i feel. Unlie my last relationship i feel like he misses me like i miss him. Eventho i know we are most likely not getting back together i still have dreams about it. It urkes me lol. Oh well, What can ya do?