Woa! I didnt see that comeing.

Woa! I didnt see that comeing!
Okay so now im single. Usually I would be kinnda happy, but right now I dont know how to feel. I felt like I was giving my all, but my all was just not enought.
When it happend, I felt like i was left not being understood. He told me i didnt talk to him enough when I finnaly did I guess he couldnt take it and just left me. Im guessing it was for the best. Because he didnt seem at all careing at all about it. He hit me low with the stuff that was said. It almost didnt seem like the person I thought I was in a relationship with.
I feel like he have been wanting to gte out of the relationship with me for a while now because of some of the choices he wanted. I started to feel like i wasjnt good enough and that i was unwanted. I should never feel that way in a relationship and i should have left when i was feeling that way. But i was blinded but the four letter word. Well he found his way out which caused for there to be no way back in.
I dealt with alot in the relationship that i wasnt used to. I was used to people being out with me and not giving a flying fuck what anyone says so this was new. But he was different. He did care about what people said and was scared. But i said i was going to work with him on it but nothing seemed to change.
Im often asked “What are you takeing good from the relationship?” and my answer is i dont know. I can just say i was and still am so in love but as they say “All good things come to an end”. Its sad to say it but its to true. My last relationship before this one ended because of me and now this one because of me but Is is me tho or do people fail to realize that there shit stinks. Idk but i kinnda miss him, but oh well thats that. Time to work on me so i can be better for the next person whenever that is because im closed and underconstruction.